Today is awal muharam so it's a public holiday and tomorrow is Saturday. Therefore, this weekend is really suit for weekend getaway as it is a long weekend and you don't need to apply for annual leave! Exception for me because I oncall yesterday, postcall today and going to oncall again tomorrow and Sunday. Sad isn't it? Yes it is but I did this to help a friend of mine. Actually in our oncall roster, my friend is suppose to oncall this weekend but since she has something important to attend at home hence we swapped our weekend oncall. When someone in my family is sick, I too will feel down and will have the urge to go home as soon as possible. I hope she's doing fine with her mom in Penang now. Remember, you are as strong as your next move :)
Anyway, nothing much is happening in my life nowadays. No more jonah, no more drama, no more confusion, no more money scam and did not progress much here... I like it this way (except the part that I did not progress much) as I cry less but at the same time I laugh less too. Being someone optimistic and rational, I always reminded myself that things happened for a reason and we should not settle for less. Definitely I'm going to embrace everything that happened in my life - my decision to change department after 1month plus in cardio dept, how I felt so forlorn after unable to save patients, how something trivial can lead to road accident, how people change so drastically and how I become not jonah drastically too hahahaha! All in all, what I remember the most is my happiest feelings in life when I was a HO in anaesth Sg Buloh working second month in the department. I will never ever forget that blessed and blissful feelings.
Yours truly,
The playful girl
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